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Tuesday, March 24, 2015

"The Girl That Could Fly" : A Poem About Loving Yourself




This has been a year of self discovery for me. Year 25 of my little sweet life. I've faced some demons that have been lurking for years and years. I've realized things about myself that I disliked and also things that I've loved. The most monumental shift in my thinking over this year has been the change in my thoughts about myself. For a long time I felt like I didn't measure up. Like I wasn't good enough. I was constantly trying, struggling. In a lot of pain. But then I realized that, for all of my flaws, and my work that still needs to be done, I'm alright. I kind of actually love myself. And I'm pretty sure that's okay. Here is a poem I wrote about all of that. Just wanted to share it and hope that it can motivate you too!

Saturday, March 21, 2015

"Give Me Back My Gushers!" How To Teach Your Kids To Be Generous


I have a parenting fear. Well, if I had to be honest, parenting is one of my greatest fears, if you haven't already picked that up. It's scary to think that I, (beautiful, crazy, unstable I) should have the responsibility of building a tiny human. I guess that is true for all of us though. No one completely has their lives together and we are all works in progress. Under construction, if you will.

Tuesday, March 17, 2015

Guilty Mom Sneaking

This morning, I come to you guilty.

Do you see that little face up there? That scowling, adorable face? I took this picture down in Miami at a restaurant called Catch of the Day. This is the look I get a lot when I want his picture.

As I was saying, that scowling face and child calls me mom. I am his whole world. With the exception of the pieces he hasn't given to his daddy, sports and Minecraft. Anyone who knows anything about me knows how much I love my son. And this morning,
I snuck away from him.

Monday, March 16, 2015

The Art of Parenting





Have you ever seen a piece of mosaic art? They usually are colored and can be made of stone, glass, pottery or other materials. What they all have in common is that they are made up of many tiny pieces that combine to make a beautiful whole.


In many ways the mosaic is a metaphor for our lives. Many different individuals combine to make up families, neighborhoods, communities, nations and ultimately, our Earth.

Friday, March 6, 2015

Pick Up Your Mat And Walk


My morning started out like any other. I woke up and tip toed to the coffee pot downstairs, making careful effort not to wake up my sleeping husband or son and thereby limit my amount of peaceful quiet time for personal reflection. I really love my mornings with my books, coffee, and journal. Most days the second I hit the on button on my machine, I hear two feet hit the floor, followed by seeing the precious face of my little boy, but today, I had a few minutes alone. Knowing I needed to get back in touch with my spirit, I have been reading through the book of John. First I took a few minutes to journal a lot of the feelings and anxieties I was already having at seven in the morning. The list was short but full of strife. I have too many options of what to worry about these days. I let the feelings flow and in about fifteen minutes I had listed my chief complaints with this life and felt like my soul was a little lighter.